True Colors

you with the sad eyes, don't be discouraged...
oh, i realize that it is hard to take courage in a world full of people...
you can lose sight of it all and the darkness inside you can make you feel so small...

but i see your true colors shining through...
i see your true colors shining through & that;s why i love you...
so don't be afraid to let them show your true colors...
true colors are beautiful like a rainbow...

show me a smile then, don't be unhappy...
i can't remember when i last saw you laughing...
if this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up because you'll know I'll be there...

emo-ness 17

tears are words my heart can't say and there is alot my heart is saying

lost in a world of hate

emo-ness 16

u noe tt feelin'...
whn u look at him & think...
'wow, i <3 him'...
bt we're jus frens...
or mayb whn he looks at her, it hurts so much sumtimes...
whn u r in <3 w/ him & he's in <3 w/ her...
u <3 everything abt him & he <3 everything abt her..

u wasted all yr 11:11 wishes on him...
u kept it in 4 so long...
no 1 noes hw confused u r..
did u tell him tt u liked him?
or do u kip it in as usual?

or "it's complicated" yr answer whn sum1 asks u wat's wrong?
whn u look at them tgt, yr eyes fill up w/ tears...
bcos u <3 him, u <3 him so much......


& sumtimes u jus wish he knew~~

love

leave..
i finally realised that i'm nothing w/o u...
i was wrong, forgive me...
my broken heart smashing like a wave...
my heart shaken like the wind...
my heart vanished like smoke...
it can't be removed like a tattoo...
i sigh deeply, as if the ground is going to cave in...
only dusts are piled up in my mind...
*say goodbye*


yeah, i thought i wouldn't be able to live even 1 day w/o u...
you don't answer anything as i cry out ''i miss you''...i hope for a vain expectation, but it is useless...
what is it about that person next to you?
did she make you upset?
baby, can you even see me?
did u forget completely?
i am worried, i feel anxiety because i can't get close not try to talk to you...

i spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times...

don't look back and leave...
don't find me again & leave on...
because i have no regrets from loving you...
take only the good memories...

i can bear it in some way...
i can stand in some way...
you should be happy if you're like this...

day by day, i become dull...
oh boy, i cry cry...
you're my all....
*say goodbye*

if we pass each other on the streets...
act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to...
if you keep thinking about our pass memories...
i might go look for you secretly...

always be happy with her...
so i will never ever change my mind...
even the smallest regret won't be left out ever...
please live as if i should be jealous...

you should always be like that bright sky...
like that white cloud...
yes, you should always smile~~

i hope your heart feels relieved..
please forget about me and live on...
those tears will dry completely...
as time passes by, it would have hurt less if we didn't meet at all...
i hope you bury your promise of us being forever together, baby...

you're my heart...

All I wanna be is your girlfriend...

have you ever had the feeling that you're drawn to someone?
and there isn't anything that they could have said or done..
and everyday i see you on your own..
and i can't believe that you're all alone, but i heard your guys saying..and this is what they said..
that you're looking for a girlfriend..
i see that..
give me time and you know I'm gonna be there..
dun be scared to put your trust in me..
can't you see that all i really wanna be is your girlfriend?
can't fight that, let me down, you know I'm coming right back..
i dun care what you have done before, all i really want is to be your girlfriend..


let me take a little moment to find the right words..
so when i say it to you it ain't something that you've heard..
i dunno wat kind of girl u prefer but i know that i gotta put myself forward..
see, i think that i got that kind of love that you deserve..


if u tell me where, i'm waiting here..
everyday like slumdog millionaire..
bigger then the twilight love affair..
i'll be here, boy i swear..

all i really want is to be your girlfriend

hate

how i hate people when they annoy me when im doing something else..
don't they know that that it is super annoying?!
you actually know what they want to say, then they still say..
damn annoying~~
then you only answer with these 2 words : mm, ah, orh...
cant they see that the person don't want to talk to them?
fxck la

emo-ness 15

i was thinking about him thinking about me..
where we gonna be..
open my eyes, it was only just a dream..

so i travel back..
down that road, wishing that you would come back, no one knows that it's only just a dream...

i can't believe that i actually gave you up when u told me to..
i shouldn't have done that..

now that you are gone...
i wished that i had gave you everything that i had...

emo-ness 14

every long lost dream led me to where you were.
others who broke my heart, they were like the northern stars.
painting my way into your loving arms.
this much i know it is true that God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you.

someone asked me if i missed you...
i didn't answer, i just closed my eyes & walked away..
whispering : so much...

thinking about you in my darkness~~

there are things when we don't want it to happen but you just have to accept it...
things we don't want to know but have to learn...
and people we can't live without but have to let go...:'(

i swear to you on everything i am & i dedicate to you all that i have & i promise you that i will stand right by your side forever & always until the day i die.

life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass..
it's about dancing in the rain~~

Get It Right

What have i done?
i wish i could run away from this ship going under.
just trying to help, hurt everyone else.
now i feel the weight if the world is on my shoulders.
Wat can you do when your good is not good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cos my best intentions keep making a mess of things...
i just wanna fix it somehow..
but how many time will it take?
how many times will it take for me to get it right?
can i start again with my faith shaken?
cause i can't go back and do this...
i just have to stay and face my mistakes...
but if i get stronger and wiser..
I'll get through this..
so i throw up my fist..
throw a punch in the air..
and accept that sometimes life isn't fair..
I'll send out a wish, I'll send up a prayer..
and finally someone will see how much i care!!!

Willing to wait...

hey peeps!
seems really frustrated over small little things...
broke off with new guy..
cause he A SUPER IDIOTIC PERSON LIKE HIS EX!
i can't believe that i actually went steady with him!
i was so stupid.
anyways, im willing to wait is because there's this guy whom i really love and cant forget..
2 yrs left of school
5 yrs of navy..
and im willing to wait
to say 7 yrs is crazy..
but im willing to wait just for him..
all i can say that is i really love him to the max..
and i cant forget him although he ask me to let him go..
but i cant as i know he's the one for me..
i cant imagine the 2 of us apart..
not right now, not in the future...
i hope that by the end of 7 yrs..
he wld open up his heart to love me again..
and to give me 1 more chance..
i love him for who he is and not what he is..
i'll cherish every moment that we have tgt..
and love him forever & forever means my love for him will never ever change~
Love = without regrets and expecting nothing in return~
i love him
there's nothing that will ever change my love for him~
i love him forever..
8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning is 'i love you'
and that is what im gg to say to him after 7 yrs...
bye peeps~

I still love you...

I still remember you from the pictures on my wall.
I still would cherish us cause with you I had it all.
I still would love you boy from the bottom of my heart.
Now if we start over again, I promise that I'll still love you till the end.
Looking on the past we used to share.
When it was you & me, when it was plain to see, how much I really care.
But I know that this love we had became strong through so many things.
Through the hard times, through the bad days, you were right there for me.
And I still remember you everytime I lay to sleep.

Kiss The Rain

I'll always love you...
I often close my eyes & I can see you smile.
You reach out for my hand & I'm woken from my dream.
Although your heart is mine, its hollow inside.
I never had your love & I never will.


And every night I lie awake.
Thinking maybe you love me like I've always loved you.
But how can you love me like I loved you when you can't even look me straight in the eyes.



I've never felt this way, to be so in love.
To have someone there yet feel so alone.
Aren't you suppose to be the one to wipe my tears?
The one to say you would never leave?



The waters calm & still, my reflection is there.
I see you holding me but then you disappear.
All that is left of you is a memory.
One that only, exists in my dreams.


I don't know what hurts you but I can feel it too.
And it just hurts so much to know that I can't do a thing.
And deep down in my heart, somehow I just know.
That no matter what I'll always love you.


So why am I here still in the rain?

ppl

hey peeps!
at ppl's place now..
there is this girl beside me who is SUPER ANNOYING!!!!!
cant take it~~
at my daughter's place now..
teaching both of them maths but the 1 beside me dun wan to study...
lol..
anyways..
i gtg..
bye peeps!~~