Monday, May 23, 2011

True Colors

you with the sad eyes, don't be discouraged...
oh, i realize that it is hard to take courage in a world full of people...
you can lose sight of it all and the darkness inside you can make you feel so small...

but i see your true colors shining through...
i see your true colors shining through & that;s why i love you...
so don't be afraid to let them show your true colors...
true colors are beautiful like a rainbow...

show me a smile then, don't be unhappy...
i can't remember when i last saw you laughing...
if this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up because you'll know I'll be there...

emo-ness 17

tears are words my heart can't say and there is alot my heart is saying

lost in a world of hate

Sunday, May 22, 2011

emo-ness 16

u noe tt feelin'...
whn u look at him & think...
'wow, i <3 him'...
bt we're jus frens...
or mayb whn he looks at her, it hurts so much sumtimes...
whn u r in <3 w/ him & he's in <3 w/ her...
u <3 everything abt him & he <3 everything abt her..

u wasted all yr 11:11 wishes on him...
u kept it in 4 so long...
no 1 noes hw confused u r..
did u tell him tt u liked him?
or do u kip it in as usual?

or "it's complicated" yr answer whn sum1 asks u wat's wrong?
whn u look at them tgt, yr eyes fill up w/ tears...
bcos u <3 him, u <3 him so much......


& sumtimes u jus wish he knew~~

Saturday, May 21, 2011

love

leave..
i finally realised that i'm nothing w/o u...
i was wrong, forgive me...
my broken heart smashing like a wave...
my heart shaken like the wind...
my heart vanished like smoke...
it can't be removed like a tattoo...
i sigh deeply, as if the ground is going to cave in...
only dusts are piled up in my mind...
*say goodbye*


yeah, i thought i wouldn't be able to live even 1 day w/o u...
you don't answer anything as i cry out ''i miss you''...i hope for a vain expectation, but it is useless...
what is it about that person next to you?
did she make you upset?
baby, can you even see me?
did u forget completely?
i am worried, i feel anxiety because i can't get close not try to talk to you...

i spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times...

don't look back and leave...
don't find me again & leave on...
because i have no regrets from loving you...
take only the good memories...

i can bear it in some way...
i can stand in some way...
you should be happy if you're like this...

day by day, i become dull...
oh boy, i cry cry...
you're my all....
*say goodbye*

if we pass each other on the streets...
act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to...
if you keep thinking about our pass memories...
i might go look for you secretly...

always be happy with her...
so i will never ever change my mind...
even the smallest regret won't be left out ever...
please live as if i should be jealous...

you should always be like that bright sky...
like that white cloud...
yes, you should always smile~~

i hope your heart feels relieved..
please forget about me and live on...
those tears will dry completely...
as time passes by, it would have hurt less if we didn't meet at all...
i hope you bury your promise of us being forever together, baby...

you're my heart...

Thursday, May 19, 2011

All I wanna be is your girlfriend...

have you ever had the feeling that you're drawn to someone?
and there isn't anything that they could have said or done..
and everyday i see you on your own..
and i can't believe that you're all alone, but i heard your guys saying..and this is what they said..
that you're looking for a girlfriend..
i see that..
give me time and you know I'm gonna be there..
dun be scared to put your trust in me..
can't you see that all i really wanna be is your girlfriend?
can't fight that, let me down, you know I'm coming right back..
i dun care what you have done before, all i really want is to be your girlfriend..


let me take a little moment to find the right words..
so when i say it to you it ain't something that you've heard..
i dunno wat kind of girl u prefer but i know that i gotta put myself forward..
see, i think that i got that kind of love that you deserve..


if u tell me where, i'm waiting here..
everyday like slumdog millionaire..
bigger then the twilight love affair..
i'll be here, boy i swear..

all i really want is to be your girlfriend

hate

how i hate people when they annoy me when im doing something else..
don't they know that that it is super annoying?!
you actually know what they want to say, then they still say..
damn annoying~~
then you only answer with these 2 words : mm, ah, orh...
cant they see that the person don't want to talk to them?
fxck la

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

emo-ness 15

i was thinking about him thinking about me..
where we gonna be..
open my eyes, it was only just a dream..

so i travel back..
down that road, wishing that you would come back, no one knows that it's only just a dream...

i can't believe that i actually gave you up when u told me to..
i shouldn't have done that..

now that you are gone...
i wished that i had gave you everything that i had...