emo-ness 9

Why?? Why before SYF??? Why not when things does not work out????
U got me, I gave you my heart, but you feel like you didn't, why???
I thought that just FOR ONCE, this relationship could be REAL...
I can't eat, sleep or do anything. My heart is bleeding, my heart is yearning for you, my heart is racing and reaching out for you. Dun leave me, not now. My mind is full of memories whn we r tgt. I know u wan 2 concentrate on yr studies n career, so do I. But why can't we both jus give this relationship another chance n dun care wat other ppl think n say abt us?? I know u wan 2 keep it low profile, im sry if i didn't, bt cn we start over again? I promise I wld nt do it again abt us being tgt.
Life w/o u is miserable, cant live, eat or sleep w/o u in my life. Whn I think abt us, my tears flow like I could fill up an ocean. We can both study tgt n work separately, but cn we behave n do wat couples do??
like once in a lifetime, u changed my world. I wan 2 b w/ u so badly n u r "e 1" 4 me, my prince charming, my bai ma wang zi. I wan 2 marry u n have kids w/ u 1 day. But by doing this, u r nt giving e realtionship a chance.
Everytime I start a new relationship, I put my heart n soul into tt current relationship. i gibe you your space, you give me mine. But even though we lie 2 each other, we must still love n trust each other no matter wat e outcome wld be.
I wld give this relationship another chance n if it does nt work out we wld just stick 2 being frens, wld u?

emo-ness 8

how do i breathe?
it feels so different being here, i was so used being next to you. life for me is not the same, there's no one to turn to. i dunno why i let it go too far, starting over- it's so hard. seems like everywhere i go, i keep thinking of you. how do i breathe without you here by my side, where do i go? when your love brought me into the light, where do i go? when your heart is where i lay my head. when you're not with me.

A Glimpse of Christ

Make my life an open vessel, Lord. From which a parching thirst may quenched be; Make of my life an enriched loaf, Lord, that hungry souls from hunger may be free. make of my life an open book, O Lord. That a glimpse of Christ others might see > Esther Dauber

God Holds Your Hand

God understands the way you take, He knows the trials of each day & sympathizing, lends an ear. To hear you even before you pray, He walks with those who trust His love. He holds them by the hand to guide; What need to fear or be dismayed, with His dear presence by your side!!!!^^

The Way to God

If my days were troubled & my heart always light. Would I seek that fairland when there is no light? If i never grew weary with the weight of my load, would I search for God's Peace at the end of the road? If I never knew sickness & never felt pain, would I reach for a hand to help & sustain? If I walked not with sorrow & lived without loss, would my soul seek sweet solace at the foot of the cross? If all I desired was mine day by day, would I kneel before God & earnestly pray? If God sent no " winter " to freeze me with fear, would I yearn for the warmth of " spring " every year?

emo-ness 7

Sky, you're so good-looking, girls won't leave you alone. Honestly, I know your shaking feelings. To you, I know this love is one moment, one feeling. But no matter what is said, this is my life's everything. Maybe you're worried about my young age, but look into my eyes, what is it telling you? And I think I'm gonna hate it, boy. If the end comes, your heart will tell you regardless of what others say. Memories swipe at my heart. You are my MVP, I know your nerves make you abit stiff, you with me so cool. Don't let go of my hand, this promise I made to you. I know that it became a lie. Maybe to you I'm a little too boring, too kind, your body is telling me.

Compelled by love, Christ left his Father's glory.
The word took flesh, as man He did appear.
The Son of God took on the role of servant and emptied all to bring salvation near.

Compelled by love, Christ set his face to Zion.
He gave his life, nailed to the tree in pain.
Though without sin, he took our place in suffering.
To set us free from all our guilt and shame.

emo ness 6

a kiss is just a kiss till you find the one you love.
a hug is just a hug till its the one you are thinking of.
a dream is just a dream till you make it come true.
true love is just a word till its proven to you.

every girl wants a prince charming and while he maybe nice and all. i want a guy who will come up from behind and puts his arms around me and hold me. he'll whisper in my ear that he loves me. a guy who'll lay awake at night, just thinking about me. a guy who'll call me at 3am just to tell me how much he misses me. he'd come over just after we got off the phone because he wants to know how i'm really doing because i said i was fine; but we both know that i was lying. he'd kiss me and tell me, "everything's gonna be alright". he may not be prince charming to anyone else, but in my eyes, he'd fit the part perfectly.

Dreams

dreaming permits each and everyone of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives.
every long lost dream led me to where you are. others who broke my heart, they were like north stars. pointing me on my way into your loving arms. god blessed the broken roads, that led me straight to you.
only as high as i reach, can i grow? only as far as i seek, can i go? only as deep as i look, can i see? only as much as i dream, can i be?
someday everything will all make perfect sense. so for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.

emo ness 5

nothing lasts forver, so live it up, drink it down. laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances and never have regrets. Because of 1 point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted.
faithy has been broken, tears must be cried, let's do some living after we die.
love yourself as well as the people around you, observe self-discipline & avoid being rude. seek for the truth and learn more knowledge in the righteous way. know what is right and reasonable and do not create any trouble. be simple and humble, be thrifty and frugal. giving up dosen't always mean you are weak, sometimes it just means you are strong enough to let go.
i miss you, i need you, if you only knew the pain when im not with you. im thinking about you all day which never makes the day go away, the pain that i've known that this might be my last day, my last breath that you maybe my last kiss, my last love. the pain you put me through, i hope you never have to feel the pain because the pain does not want you to feel.
my heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.