True Colors

you with the sad eyes, don't be discouraged...
oh, i realize that it is hard to take courage in a world full of people...
you can lose sight of it all and the darkness inside you can make you feel so small...

but i see your true colors shining through...
i see your true colors shining through & that;s why i love you...
so don't be afraid to let them show your true colors...
true colors are beautiful like a rainbow...

show me a smile then, don't be unhappy...
i can't remember when i last saw you laughing...
if this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up because you'll know I'll be there...

emo-ness 17

tears are words my heart can't say and there is alot my heart is saying

lost in a world of hate

emo-ness 16

u noe tt feelin'...
whn u look at him & think...
'wow, i <3 him'...
bt we're jus frens...
or mayb whn he looks at her, it hurts so much sumtimes...
whn u r in <3 w/ him & he's in <3 w/ her...
u <3 everything abt him & he <3 everything abt her..

u wasted all yr 11:11 wishes on him...
u kept it in 4 so long...
no 1 noes hw confused u r..
did u tell him tt u liked him?
or do u kip it in as usual?

or "it's complicated" yr answer whn sum1 asks u wat's wrong?
whn u look at them tgt, yr eyes fill up w/ tears...
bcos u <3 him, u <3 him so much......


& sumtimes u jus wish he knew~~

love

leave..
i finally realised that i'm nothing w/o u...
i was wrong, forgive me...
my broken heart smashing like a wave...
my heart shaken like the wind...
my heart vanished like smoke...
it can't be removed like a tattoo...
i sigh deeply, as if the ground is going to cave in...
only dusts are piled up in my mind...
*say goodbye*


yeah, i thought i wouldn't be able to live even 1 day w/o u...
you don't answer anything as i cry out ''i miss you''...i hope for a vain expectation, but it is useless...
what is it about that person next to you?
did she make you upset?
baby, can you even see me?
did u forget completely?
i am worried, i feel anxiety because i can't get close not try to talk to you...

i spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times...

don't look back and leave...
don't find me again & leave on...
because i have no regrets from loving you...
take only the good memories...

i can bear it in some way...
i can stand in some way...
you should be happy if you're like this...

day by day, i become dull...
oh boy, i cry cry...
you're my all....
*say goodbye*

if we pass each other on the streets...
act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to...
if you keep thinking about our pass memories...
i might go look for you secretly...

always be happy with her...
so i will never ever change my mind...
even the smallest regret won't be left out ever...
please live as if i should be jealous...

you should always be like that bright sky...
like that white cloud...
yes, you should always smile~~

i hope your heart feels relieved..
please forget about me and live on...
those tears will dry completely...
as time passes by, it would have hurt less if we didn't meet at all...
i hope you bury your promise of us being forever together, baby...

you're my heart...

All I wanna be is your girlfriend...

have you ever had the feeling that you're drawn to someone?
and there isn't anything that they could have said or done..
and everyday i see you on your own..
and i can't believe that you're all alone, but i heard your guys saying..and this is what they said..
that you're looking for a girlfriend..
i see that..
give me time and you know I'm gonna be there..
dun be scared to put your trust in me..
can't you see that all i really wanna be is your girlfriend?
can't fight that, let me down, you know I'm coming right back..
i dun care what you have done before, all i really want is to be your girlfriend..


let me take a little moment to find the right words..
so when i say it to you it ain't something that you've heard..
i dunno wat kind of girl u prefer but i know that i gotta put myself forward..
see, i think that i got that kind of love that you deserve..


if u tell me where, i'm waiting here..
everyday like slumdog millionaire..
bigger then the twilight love affair..
i'll be here, boy i swear..

all i really want is to be your girlfriend

hate

how i hate people when they annoy me when im doing something else..
don't they know that that it is super annoying?!
you actually know what they want to say, then they still say..
damn annoying~~
then you only answer with these 2 words : mm, ah, orh...
cant they see that the person don't want to talk to them?
fxck la

emo-ness 15

i was thinking about him thinking about me..
where we gonna be..
open my eyes, it was only just a dream..

so i travel back..
down that road, wishing that you would come back, no one knows that it's only just a dream...

i can't believe that i actually gave you up when u told me to..
i shouldn't have done that..

now that you are gone...
i wished that i had gave you everything that i had...

emo-ness 14

every long lost dream led me to where you were.
others who broke my heart, they were like the northern stars.
painting my way into your loving arms.
this much i know it is true that God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you.

someone asked me if i missed you...
i didn't answer, i just closed my eyes & walked away..
whispering : so much...

thinking about you in my darkness~~

there are things when we don't want it to happen but you just have to accept it...
things we don't want to know but have to learn...
and people we can't live without but have to let go...:'(

i swear to you on everything i am & i dedicate to you all that i have & i promise you that i will stand right by your side forever & always until the day i die.

life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass..
it's about dancing in the rain~~

Get It Right

What have i done?
i wish i could run away from this ship going under.
just trying to help, hurt everyone else.
now i feel the weight if the world is on my shoulders.
Wat can you do when your good is not good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cos my best intentions keep making a mess of things...
i just wanna fix it somehow..
but how many time will it take?
how many times will it take for me to get it right?
can i start again with my faith shaken?
cause i can't go back and do this...
i just have to stay and face my mistakes...
but if i get stronger and wiser..
I'll get through this..
so i throw up my fist..
throw a punch in the air..
and accept that sometimes life isn't fair..
I'll send out a wish, I'll send up a prayer..
and finally someone will see how much i care!!!

Willing to wait...

hey peeps!
seems really frustrated over small little things...
broke off with new guy..
cause he A SUPER IDIOTIC PERSON LIKE HIS EX!
i can't believe that i actually went steady with him!
i was so stupid.
anyways, im willing to wait is because there's this guy whom i really love and cant forget..
2 yrs left of school
5 yrs of navy..
and im willing to wait
to say 7 yrs is crazy..
but im willing to wait just for him..
all i can say that is i really love him to the max..
and i cant forget him although he ask me to let him go..
but i cant as i know he's the one for me..
i cant imagine the 2 of us apart..
not right now, not in the future...
i hope that by the end of 7 yrs..
he wld open up his heart to love me again..
and to give me 1 more chance..
i love him for who he is and not what he is..
i'll cherish every moment that we have tgt..
and love him forever & forever means my love for him will never ever change~
Love = without regrets and expecting nothing in return~
i love him
there's nothing that will ever change my love for him~
i love him forever..
8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning is 'i love you'
and that is what im gg to say to him after 7 yrs...
bye peeps~

I still love you...

I still remember you from the pictures on my wall.
I still would cherish us cause with you I had it all.
I still would love you boy from the bottom of my heart.
Now if we start over again, I promise that I'll still love you till the end.
Looking on the past we used to share.
When it was you & me, when it was plain to see, how much I really care.
But I know that this love we had became strong through so many things.
Through the hard times, through the bad days, you were right there for me.
And I still remember you everytime I lay to sleep.

Kiss The Rain

I'll always love you...
I often close my eyes & I can see you smile.
You reach out for my hand & I'm woken from my dream.
Although your heart is mine, its hollow inside.
I never had your love & I never will.


And every night I lie awake.
Thinking maybe you love me like I've always loved you.
But how can you love me like I loved you when you can't even look me straight in the eyes.



I've never felt this way, to be so in love.
To have someone there yet feel so alone.
Aren't you suppose to be the one to wipe my tears?
The one to say you would never leave?



The waters calm & still, my reflection is there.
I see you holding me but then you disappear.
All that is left of you is a memory.
One that only, exists in my dreams.


I don't know what hurts you but I can feel it too.
And it just hurts so much to know that I can't do a thing.
And deep down in my heart, somehow I just know.
That no matter what I'll always love you.


So why am I here still in the rain?

ppl

hey peeps!
at ppl's place now..
there is this girl beside me who is SUPER ANNOYING!!!!!
cant take it~~
at my daughter's place now..
teaching both of them maths but the 1 beside me dun wan to study...
lol..
anyways..
i gtg..
bye peeps!~~

MYE

hey peeps!
just started exams today..
today's paper was chinese..
paper 2 was actually 'ok' as actually i was going to fall asleep..
i was just thinking quickly finish the paper then go sleep...
by the time i woke up, it was time's up already...
then we took a break but i hardly ate as the canteen was packed...><
so i bought chocolate and sweets to go back to class and eat..
by the time i got to class...
it was almost time to start paper 1..
paper 1 was still alright though..
the first qn was a letter..
that one was easy..
but the next qn was compo, we had to choose which qn we wanted to do..
so i chose qn 6..
it was about a friend who betrayed him and decided that they should not be friends anymore..
when i first started writing, my mind was in a blank and i was still very sleepy...
*ZZZzzz...
but i tried my best to stay awake and actually made it...
but i kept writing the wrong words or just can't write properly..
i dunno why....?
in the end, i ended up writing 621 words for my compo..
i didn't actually realise that i can write that much though..
after that i went home and bathe..
and btw, i have 9 more papers to go..
going to study w/ agnes and valerie tomorrow!!!!~~~
really have to study now as 'N' levels is in less than 2 months away..
gotta pull up my socks and work hard~~~!!!!
really sleepy now, but i promised my tutor that i would have to study for 3 hours straight and report to him at the end of the night...
gotta go study now..
bye peeps!!!~~~
jiayous for MYE(mid-year exams)~~~~
takecares~~~~~~<3

emo pics

LOVE ALWAYS <3

emo-ness 13

I dun need to prove myself to anyone...

cut my pain away in a time full of so much sorrow...

DANGER is BEAUTY

Trust is like a paper, once it is crumpled, it can't be perfect...

When I look at you, all the memories come back...

Flooding my memory with you kisses, hugs and many more...

emo-ness 12

i gotta go my own way
it is time to forget and let go...

emo-ness 11

why are you suddenly being like this?
what do you want me to do?
how can you be like this to me?
i believed it when you said we'd be together forever...
you promised that we'd never change, that we were a match in heaven...
you said that we were right for each other..
i'll be back, you're going to come back to me...
that's when i'll be back again...
there's nobody else in this world that can love you more than i do..
i know that you can't live without me, i'll be back...
we can't break apart, you must be misunderstanding something...
this is just a minor concern that can happen to anyone, wake up...
think about it again...
but no matter what i say, it's not going to change a thing...
it just comes back as an echo...
fine, i'll turn back, i'll let it go...
i will not stop waiting...
i'm your girl, you're my boy...
when it's time, i'll be back...



>EMO

SYF

hey peeps!
just had syf this morning..
im dead tired now....
Zzzz..
woke up at 3.45am tdy..
then our conductor ask us to go down to the parade square and run 10 rounds...
damn tired..
had muscle cramp...
after our turn, we had to listen to other bamds play..
i wasn't listening as i was too tired...
but there was 1 band that kept me awake..
through the whole set piece, it was SUPER DUPER LOUD!!!!!!!!
it was so irratating that we all commented that the bass drum was going to have a hole in it soon..
as the person was really literally whacking the bass drum..
we couldn't take it..
so that's really about it...
bye peeps!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

SYF

hey peeps!
in 2 days, i would be having my SYF competition..
so stress!!!!!!
going to stay over at school tomorrow and on monday is SYF!!!
OMG!!!
that's all..
bye peeps!
<3

emo-ness 10

LOVE = we think about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it.
when we don't have it, we search for it and when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it.
it is our source of pleasure and pain but we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next.
it's a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and....
IMPOSSIBLE to live without.

sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we care about leaves.
but the truth is, it's not our loss.
it's theirs because they left the only person in the world who owuld never give up on them.

emo-ness 9

Why?? Why before SYF??? Why not when things does not work out????
U got me, I gave you my heart, but you feel like you didn't, why???
I thought that just FOR ONCE, this relationship could be REAL...
I can't eat, sleep or do anything. My heart is bleeding, my heart is yearning for you, my heart is racing and reaching out for you. Dun leave me, not now. My mind is full of memories whn we r tgt. I know u wan 2 concentrate on yr studies n career, so do I. But why can't we both jus give this relationship another chance n dun care wat other ppl think n say abt us?? I know u wan 2 keep it low profile, im sry if i didn't, bt cn we start over again? I promise I wld nt do it again abt us being tgt.
Life w/o u is miserable, cant live, eat or sleep w/o u in my life. Whn I think abt us, my tears flow like I could fill up an ocean. We can both study tgt n work separately, but cn we behave n do wat couples do??
like once in a lifetime, u changed my world. I wan 2 b w/ u so badly n u r "e 1" 4 me, my prince charming, my bai ma wang zi. I wan 2 marry u n have kids w/ u 1 day. But by doing this, u r nt giving e realtionship a chance.
Everytime I start a new relationship, I put my heart n soul into tt current relationship. i gibe you your space, you give me mine. But even though we lie 2 each other, we must still love n trust each other no matter wat e outcome wld be.
I wld give this relationship another chance n if it does nt work out we wld just stick 2 being frens, wld u?

emo-ness 8

how do i breathe?
it feels so different being here, i was so used being next to you. life for me is not the same, there's no one to turn to. i dunno why i let it go too far, starting over- it's so hard. seems like everywhere i go, i keep thinking of you. how do i breathe without you here by my side, where do i go? when your love brought me into the light, where do i go? when your heart is where i lay my head. when you're not with me.

A Glimpse of Christ

Make my life an open vessel, Lord. From which a parching thirst may quenched be; Make of my life an enriched loaf, Lord, that hungry souls from hunger may be free. make of my life an open book, O Lord. That a glimpse of Christ others might see > Esther Dauber

God Holds Your Hand

God understands the way you take, He knows the trials of each day & sympathizing, lends an ear. To hear you even before you pray, He walks with those who trust His love. He holds them by the hand to guide; What need to fear or be dismayed, with His dear presence by your side!!!!^^

The Way to God

If my days were troubled & my heart always light. Would I seek that fairland when there is no light? If i never grew weary with the weight of my load, would I search for God's Peace at the end of the road? If I never knew sickness & never felt pain, would I reach for a hand to help & sustain? If I walked not with sorrow & lived without loss, would my soul seek sweet solace at the foot of the cross? If all I desired was mine day by day, would I kneel before God & earnestly pray? If God sent no " winter " to freeze me with fear, would I yearn for the warmth of " spring " every year?

emo-ness 7

Sky, you're so good-looking, girls won't leave you alone. Honestly, I know your shaking feelings. To you, I know this love is one moment, one feeling. But no matter what is said, this is my life's everything. Maybe you're worried about my young age, but look into my eyes, what is it telling you? And I think I'm gonna hate it, boy. If the end comes, your heart will tell you regardless of what others say. Memories swipe at my heart. You are my MVP, I know your nerves make you abit stiff, you with me so cool. Don't let go of my hand, this promise I made to you. I know that it became a lie. Maybe to you I'm a little too boring, too kind, your body is telling me.

Compelled by love, Christ left his Father's glory.
The word took flesh, as man He did appear.
The Son of God took on the role of servant and emptied all to bring salvation near.

Compelled by love, Christ set his face to Zion.
He gave his life, nailed to the tree in pain.
Though without sin, he took our place in suffering.
To set us free from all our guilt and shame.

emo ness 6

a kiss is just a kiss till you find the one you love.
a hug is just a hug till its the one you are thinking of.
a dream is just a dream till you make it come true.
true love is just a word till its proven to you.

every girl wants a prince charming and while he maybe nice and all. i want a guy who will come up from behind and puts his arms around me and hold me. he'll whisper in my ear that he loves me. a guy who'll lay awake at night, just thinking about me. a guy who'll call me at 3am just to tell me how much he misses me. he'd come over just after we got off the phone because he wants to know how i'm really doing because i said i was fine; but we both know that i was lying. he'd kiss me and tell me, "everything's gonna be alright". he may not be prince charming to anyone else, but in my eyes, he'd fit the part perfectly.

Dreams

dreaming permits each and everyone of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives.
every long lost dream led me to where you are. others who broke my heart, they were like north stars. pointing me on my way into your loving arms. god blessed the broken roads, that led me straight to you.
only as high as i reach, can i grow? only as far as i seek, can i go? only as deep as i look, can i see? only as much as i dream, can i be?
someday everything will all make perfect sense. so for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.

emo ness 5

nothing lasts forver, so live it up, drink it down. laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances and never have regrets. Because of 1 point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted.
faithy has been broken, tears must be cried, let's do some living after we die.
love yourself as well as the people around you, observe self-discipline & avoid being rude. seek for the truth and learn more knowledge in the righteous way. know what is right and reasonable and do not create any trouble. be simple and humble, be thrifty and frugal. giving up dosen't always mean you are weak, sometimes it just means you are strong enough to let go.
i miss you, i need you, if you only knew the pain when im not with you. im thinking about you all day which never makes the day go away, the pain that i've known that this might be my last day, my last breath that you maybe my last kiss, my last love. the pain you put me through, i hope you never have to feel the pain because the pain does not want you to feel.
my heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.

Birthday Bash!!!^^

Hey peeps!!
Now I'm at Qi Hui's birthday bash!!
I'm here with Tian Xin, Sebastian, Clara, Jasmine, Charmaine, Genevieve, Abby and Qi Qian.
We are having a blast !!^^
But there are too many things on mind to think about the " blast "
Idk what is going on in my mind, there is too many things already..
I can't take it anymore!!!><
Anyways, take care peeps !!^^
Bye bye!!>_<

emo ness 4

it's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. it's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started. when feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. when you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. when you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is puch them further and further away. it's so hard to think back how things used to be and look at it now and realise that things are different, and they may never be the same again. you tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.
remember that love's light shines far brighter than the fleeting shadows of disappoinment.

emo-ness 3

you're so cheap and this isn't like you. i can't get used to it now, it makes me dizzy, why? who's breaking up with who? you're breaking up with me. think it over before you say it, yeah. a guy that use to follow me around, a very decent guy. i let everything go for you alone. try living without me, yeah. tonight, of all times, why is it raining again?! it makes me look so pitiful, don't try to console me. move this hand, we're strangers now. don't worry about me and go away, i'll disappear, no strings attached. you though i'd hang on to you, it's disgusting. don't misunderstand. i'll meet someone so much better, i'll make you regret it all. sadness is only for now, boy. cause love is over, love is over tonight! just say what you gotta say, how can you be uncool to the very end? fiance? beyonce? i'm walking out of destiny. not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo. that's my way, i gave it my all, so i don't have regrets. pretending like you're more sad, pretending you're cool to the end. all you do is act like a fool, you ain't shit without your crew. i don't have time, i gotta go. so long, goodbye, adios. i don't want to see your ugly face again, no more. GO AWAY!

PISSED!

hey peeps! wondering why im pissed??
cause just now when we were having F&N lessons, we were suppose to go to comp lab. then the D&T students say they 'booked' it already. what the hell la!!!
they don't even have the key to the comp lab, then they say they book already.
then we were there still, waiting for the teacher to come.
then in the end, we still have to go back to the kitchen.
damn it sia!
so that's about it!!!!!!!
bye peeps!

sch

hey peeps! it has been a long time since i posted something.
so anyways,
school started a long time ago and it really stressed me out and sch just really sucked!
i was made the vice-chairman, idk why..
maybe it was a opportunity..
idk..
common tests are coming up and im really stressed abt it..
dk wat im gg 2 do..
but hope that everything goes well..
im sick now, and chinese new year is coming and i really hope i would get well and eat whatever i want to.
so i just wish you all a happy chinese new year and study hard peeps!
bye!
takecares!^^

love

Even if i try to avoid you, I can't find a place to hide. I'm trapped by you, who i can't even deny. If it was love, if you really loved me, don't do this to me. His whisper is the lucifer. If u tie me down and trap me, then love is also tied down. the future is also tied down. it can't grow anymore. Freely empty yourself and look at me, I'll fill you only, I'll completely fill you only. Your undeniable spell is the lucifer. When I approach you, with your angelic face, say the reason you live is 4 me. Say it! When I first saw you, I stopped for a short time. It was as if someone was tightly seizing my heart, not letting it go. You took all of my heart just like that. You make my heart burn away when you are not here. The love stories I shared with you, you look toward the same places I do. When we feel that we can't get anymore perfect, only look at me. You want me more, only look at me, you are the centre of everything. since before, something's been wrong, you've been weird. The love I knew left my side, one by one. All i have is you. I feel like I've become a clown trapped in a glass castle. I dance 4 u, who will never be satisfied. You look into me openly, touching my brain, I think I've become a fool. I think I'm only getting more and more attracted to you. It's not that I hate you or dislike you, it's just that kind of stare is a burden, is all. I'm not going anywhere. I've waited like this by only looking at you. Your stare captures me, as the days went by, it became sharper. I'm tired of your obsession, I've been cut alot, my heart is bleeding. When it's about time for me to pass out, he comes to me like an angel, saying 'i love u'. Even though if i knew it was really you, you really confused me. Leave me alone. When I'm free, I'll be able to truly love you. Leave me alone. Don't make me sick of you, so I can truly look at you.