Saturday, November 27, 2010

emo-ness 2

Cn u feel me whn i think abt u? wif every breath i take, every min, no matter wat i do, my world is an empty place like i've been wanderin in e desert 4 a 1000 days. dunno if it is a mirage bt i always see yr face, baby. i'm missing u so much, can't help it im in love. A day without u is like a year without rain. i nid u by my side, dunno how i'll survive. The stars are burnin, i hear yr voice in my mind, can't u hear me callin? My heart is yearning like the ocean's runnin dry, catch me im fallin. It's like e ground is crumblin underneath my feet, won't u save me? There's gonna be a monsoon whn u get back 2 me baby. So let this drought come 2 an end n make this desert flower again. i nid u here, i can't explain bt a day without u is like a year without rain.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

emo-ness

Nvr shld have let u go, nvr found myself at hme, ever since tt day u walked right out o e door... u were like my beating heart, tt I can't control, even though we've grown apart, my brain can't seem 2 let u go. Thinking back 2 the old times, when you keep me up late at night. We used to mess around, laugh and play, fuss and fight. I guess it's too late, I'm dancing this dance alone. This chapter's done, the story goes on. Baby, can't believe that you're not with me. Cause' you should be my honey, all I want is to set your heart free. But if you believe that you belong with her, promise me that you won't let anyone hurt you. Remember, I will always be here for you even if it kills me to see you in that tuxedo. Snapping out of this misery, depression this ain't me. But I always turn around 180 degrees. You got control of me and I can't explain. Somebody call 911 emergency before I go insane. Sinve you've moved on, you took a piece of me give it back. So much pain in my chest, blacking out, heart attack. I guess it's too late, I'm dancing this dance alone, it's too late. And I see you with your girl and it's hard to understand. If we belong, if I did you wrong where we even began? We would always fuss and fight and it seems nothing was right. But I loved you boy and you were my world but you'd never trust this girl. I just don't getwhen you're acting like some other person. But I try my best to hold on at the times it wasn't working. Everytime when you say it's over, it breaks my heart and i don't know why. Cause' you've done it alot of times in the past but I get back up and try. You said we could work it out, how could you hurt me now? You moved on to the next, I'm left with an unperfect smile.

good news!

hey peeps!
the good news is that i'm not retaining!!!
yay!!!!
the bad news is i have to study harder..
that sucks..
but i would really try my best and pass my 'n' levels..
gosh!!!
do i really have to do that?
oh man..
yes i do..
sian...
nvm...
i would still try my best to study hard and pass my exams..
haiz..
sianess..
so that's all..
bye peeps!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

worried

hey peeps!
i'm so worried that i can't go up to sec4...
i'm afraid that i will retain..
sian..
i maybe ltr gg out with my parents..
super afraid..
dunno wat to do..
just have to wait for the results to come out
nxt week..
monday to wednesday got elective module..
i doing the hairstyling one...
so after that have to meet james.
.for our 1 month anniversary...
hope that we would have fun!!!
that's all, bye peeps!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

exams finish already!!!

hey peeps!
MY EXAMS FINISH ALREADY!!!
i just finished my exams yesterday...
woohoo!!!!!
i have a super long weekend!!!
thursday friday no school...!!!!!
yeah!!!!!!
but now just have to wait ofr the results to come out..
sian..
anyways, i love long weekends!!!!
have a great holiday ppl!!!
bye, im going to have fun!!!
bye peeps!!!^^

Friday, October 1, 2010

exams just started

hey peeps!
i just started my exams today...
i got my english paper tdy..
sian..
the proposal damn hard lor...
i now at careen's place..
we studying like siao..
but now we going play basket ball..
bye peeps!
<3

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

exams..

hey peeps!
how's life studying?
sian right?
i have to study too..
my exams start on 1st oct and end on 13 oct..
damn sian lor..
i dun wan study liao..
but still have to sit for the exam to go to sec4..
sianess..
no matter what still have to get good results..
cannot let my family, teachers and friends down...
anyways, everybody jiayous ok?!
bye peeps!
study hard!!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

exams!

hey peeps!
i having exams in 1 month's time..
arrgh!!!
so stressful..
i dun want exams..
sian..
i don't like exams...
have to study all the time!!!!
sianess.....
aww man, actuallt studying is the easiest thing in life..
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that's all..
bye peeps!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

national day!

hey peeps!
yesterday was singapore's birthday!
i played at teck ghee primary...
i played the song pokemon, jai ho, pomp and circumstance, march together, happy birthday and many more...
and i shook hands with Mr Lee Hsien Long yesterday and he was half a head taller than me!!!!!
anyways..
i just wanna say..









HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Saturday, July 31, 2010

boredom

hey peeps!
i nw at lan..
bt can't play audi..
sian..
tonight gt meeting ay my place..
that's all..
bye peeps!

Thursday, July 22, 2010

dad sucks!!

hey peeps!
yesterday i borrowed cheerling's iTouch..
then when i went home, er ge told daddy that i borrowed somebody's things..
then i kena scolded by him and got slapped by his iPhone..
then he also pulled my ear 4-5 times..
then it became red..
then i was crying like siao lor..
i hate my father!!!!!
borrow things got wrong meh????????
at least i did not spoil it what..
wtf sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really hate him lor...
anyways, ltr i still got band..
so...
i have to do my maths e-learning first..
then ltr i go for band....
bye peeps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arrgh!!!!!!
*so mad at my dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!_l_

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

e-learning

hey peeps!
e-learning..
haiz..
sian..
yesterday and today we have e-learning to do,
the good thing is we do not need to wake up so early to get to school..
but the bad thing is we have to wake up and do our e-learning at home!!!!!!
anyways, school recently started and some of the language classes have been split up into best, average and worst...
for English I've been put into mdm yap's class...
for Chinese, I've been put into ms goy's class..
and for maths, i have been put into Mr wira's class...
sian..
why must split up the class?
why can't we be together?
and now I'm doing my e-learning day 2, i wonder got wat subject to do...
haiz...
ltr syahidah coming over to my place..
we going to do e-learning together..
so sian, i gotta go and do my e-learning now..
bye peeps!
take cares

Saturday, June 19, 2010

camps during june holidays

hey peeps!
i had alot of camps this june holidays..
the first week was my school camp,
the second week i went to cameron highlands for a bible conference..
i met quite a lot of new people there..
and i really miss them very badly now..
sian..
i want to go back..
the 3rd week was my church's children's gospel camp and youth camp..
there were about 18 kids that were not from my church came to this camp..
and now..
the last camp..
the youth camp is for sec 1 and up..
so, it is a 1 day camp..
and we had a lot of fun and i hope that my upcoming holidays would be like this too!!!
so that's about it for now..
i'll update you all soon.
bye peeps!
enjoy your holidays!!!!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

camps during june holidays

hey peeps!
i had my school camp last week, it is called the ' growth camp'.
the sec 1s and sec 3s went out of school while the sec 2s and sec 4s and sec 5s stayed in school...
well, i'm a sec 3 student..
so i went out of school...
i went to this changi adventure campsite..
the first day i went for kayaking...
it is SUPER DUPER tiring..
it is like when you first started you will start to have seasick..
then you would have to row for a very long time b4 you can stop and take a rest... when we went back to the shore ( halfway )..
my partner could not take it anymore so our frens called the instructor to take us back and rest..
he was really seasick and can't take the sun anymore..
we were really tired..
the next day we had amazing race and high elements..
the amazing race was alright but the high elements sucks!
WHY?
cause the rock climbing i cannot climb and i keep falling off and my hands were sweaty...
then there was the high elements...
it was like super high and i was going to cry...
in the end i just fell off the string and started crying..
and now i know that i have a fear of heights...













now..
i am at cameron highlands for bible conference..
it is going to last for about 1 week..
it is freaking cold here and i am super freezing now..
the bible reading lasts for about 2 hrs plus..
i was going to fall asleep just now..
sian....













next week, i am going to have my church camp
it is for kids only..
12 yrs old and below...
we wld have to take care of them and make sure they sleep at night..
but this camp is only 3 days 2 nights..
then followed by hweefang's birthday..
we would be going to kbox to celebrate her birthday..
then followed by youth camp..
only 1 day (power!!!!!)
so after that the following week i would have poa remedials..
sian
1 hr for monday, tuesday and wednesday...




so that's all for my june holidays..
holiday not like holiday like that..
so bye peeps!
have a great holiday!!!

Friday, May 7, 2010

you dun luv me? it's ok [ part 1 ]

1. Knowing that being rejected does not mean you're a loser.
-It just means you're not right for the person who rejected your affections.
2. Learn to accept the fact.
-Understand that the person do not and will not reciprocate your feelings for them. Do not waste your time and valuable youth by waiting for them to do so indefinitely.
3. Dun obsess over the rejecter.
-Stop asking around if he/she has a girlfriend/boyfriend, or give him/her the evil eye when you pass by them at the hallway. You do not want to be known as the obsessive stalker!

Friday, April 30, 2010

exams, exams, EXAMS!!!!!

hey peeps!
now is my exam period and as usual, i would have to study all the time and i can't watch tv except for the 7pm show = your hand in mine.
i have already finished my english, chinese, maths, social studies, history, biology papers.
now, i still have 3 more papers to go: chemistry, poa, f&n.
to me f&n is quite a easy subject, poa is somehow quite hard though and chemistry is so so..
so i'm waitinf for my exams to finish and i could go out and play with frens..
while ppl frm other school, their exams are in may..
while ours is going to be done soon.













by the way,
right here right now,
when you are reading this
TOKIO HOTEL IS IN SINGAPORFE!!!!!!!!!!
and only the muttons-9.87fm get to see them in some secret hotel....

Monday, March 22, 2010

after march holidays

hey peeps!
i had march holidays last week..
but it wasn't like holidays at all..
cause i had to go back to school EVERYDAY!!!
so damn sian..
the first 3 days we were having this f&n course..
and i thought it was going to be super boring..
but i was super fun..
cause we get to do banana muffin, tuna quiche, pasta bake, bread and butter pudding, fried crispy chicken balls, scottish shortbread..
it was like DAMN FUN!!!!!!..
and i hope that we get to do this again next year..
but different dishes..
so on thurs and fri..
i had band..
so sian..
bye peeps!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

thanksgiving day

hey peeps!
i had thanksgiving day last sunday..
and i also got baptised on that day..
14th March 2010
when i came out of the water..
i felt a sense of joy..
i wonder why..
maybe i just felt so happy..
who knows?
but i'm really happy that i got baptised by uncle chee keong..
that's all..
bye!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

just another boring day

hey peeps!
now i'm at my fren's place...
my mother is like practicing her singing for thanksgiving day with the rest of the sisters
i'm also on msn..
and i'm like super sian le lor..

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Love Story

Having a girlfriend or a boyfriend is like a fairytale. Your relationship might end with a happy ending, like you get married and have kids. But only if you have a happy ending. There are people out there without a happy ending like yours. Their fairytale becomes a disaster.

So this is how the story goes..

Jake* and Danielle* were in a realtionship. One evening, they were taking a stroll down the beach. They were having a very good chat. Then, they stopped to sit down on a log, to watch the sun set. Before the sun gets to set fully, Jake took out a small box, and inside that small bot was a ring, he proposed to her and she said 'yes'. She agreed to marry him as they think they would lead a happy life together.

In the third week, they were getting ready for the wedding when Jake recieved a call from Janielle*, Danielle's younger sister. Janielle said that Danielle got into a accident on the way to the church, and she needed to be sent to the hospital right away as she was bleeding profusely. Jake quickly rushed to the hospital.

When he had already reached the hospital, Danielle was on the verge of dying as she has broken both legs and hands as it was a very bad crash. She 3was bleeding profusely and she was losing alot of blood. Jake told Danielle thatshe wasn't going to die. She said ' i love you' and she stopped breathing. She was dead. Jake shouted in agony as he was going to get married on that day, but instead, his fiance got into an accident and died.













So......................................................................................................................................................................












This fairytale becomes a disaster.












This story also teaches us a lesson.











It teaches us that don't get married too fast after the guy proposed to you. Otherwise you might end up like Danielle.












*names to protect privacy

welcome to my life

hey peeps!
Life is like a roller-coaster..
There are ups and downs in your life.
Do you agree?
Ups when you get good grades, get promoted to a higher rank, etc.
Downs when you fail your test/exams, get demoted in to a very bad class, get divorced, meny family problems.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

unreasonable

hellos..
he is just so unreasonable..
i just merely said that i just want his fren's phone's number..
is that so wrong?
anyway, i and him already broken up just yeaterday...
i broke up with him cause he was being unreasonable..
he said the guy was handsome and he said himself that he was fat and ugly...
then i just agree that the guy is handsome but i did not said that he was fat and ugly..
he also said that ALL the girls who want their guy's fren phone number would want to be frens first then stead with them..
then i said ALL the girls are not like wat you think they are..
he was just being so unreasonable..
most of his tagged frens are girls and i wanted to ask him why..
but he is just so angry..
wat is the problem with him?!
that is all for today.
gtg peeps!
bye!!?
=(

Friday, February 12, 2010

Chinese New Year!!!

hey peeps!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
i went for school just now and we had cny celebration and total defence day..
the total defence day is okay..
but the cny performances were much better...
during the total defence thingy...
we had many stations in school..
like the civil defence station, psychological defence station, economic defence station, social defence station and the military defence station..
the military defence station had a performance done by the NCC boys..
it was ok..
not too bad..
after all that..
we went to the canteen to have bread and NEWater..
the bread had many different flavours..
like strawberry, blueberry, butter and sugar and cheese?
i think that is about it la..
so during the performances in the hall..
there were chinese dance performance, malay dance, indian dance, lion dance and hip-hop..
the cultural dances were quite alright..
but the hip-hop was amazing..
but the guy's standards was intermediate..
the girls's was basic..
that is what i thought..
their choreographer is rasheed..
i think that is how he spelt his name bahx...
there was popping, locking, break-dance-ing and hip-hop..
the way the girls done was xxxxxxx! vry xxxxxxxxxx!!!!
so that's all...
i going home to do spring cleaning with my mother..
bye peeps!
takecares..
and i wish you all once again a..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

Saturday, February 6, 2010

reunion dinner and cny

hey peeps!
it is going to be chinese new year in 1 week's time..
have you bought new clothes yet?new shoes?
hahas..
i'm sure you've all had already...
i'm going to have reunion dinner with my relatives and cousins..
^^
so..
enjoy your weekends..
so, that's all for today..
bye..
and i wish you all a :
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

FEBRUARY!!!

hey peeps!
it is already FEBRUARY!!!..
a few days ago was my father's birthday..
but he was not around..
so ..
i did not wish him happy birthday..
but tdy is ashlina's birthday!!!
she keep telling ppl that tdy is her birthday..
so that ppl would wish her happy birthday..
*lol*
so..
that's all for now..
i'm having f&n class..
and i wanna switch to art class...
so..
hope that miss cho would let me change..
hahas..
so that's all for tdy..
bye peeps!
takecares

Saturday, January 30, 2010

SENTOSA!!!!

hey peeps!
this morning i had to wake up at 6.15 am..
i had to go to school for some school event..
my mum fetched me to school..
so, when i reach school still have very little ppl in the canteen..
i was very shack in the morning...
so very tired now..
the school event was that we had to celebrate something for the ITE schools..
so..
we went to sentosa for the celebration..
there were alot of ppl there..
many schools attended the competitions...
like volleyball, netball, soccer,etc.
it is still on now..
it is until 6pm..
it is at sentosa, siloso beach..
there alot of pple there..
i feel so tired..
but lte still going out with melissa and yi quan..
to the arcade..
so
that is all for today..
take cares..
bye peeps!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

false rumours

hey peeps!
why ' false rumours'?
it is because there are ppl in my school spreading false rumours about me..
i don't know who started it but i'm sure that person is just jealous..
that is why the person started the rumours first..
now..
ppl has been calling me: " xxx xxx's girlfriend"
but i'm not!!!!
and some ppl say that they are vry jealous cause i'm "xxx xxx's girlfriend"
what the hell!!!!
if they are so jealous, why not let them have him instead..
then all these rumours would be gone forever..
how i wish it would be gone forever!!!
but the girls in my class and the class next door keep saying that i'm "xxx xxx's girlfriend"
they keep talking about him, what he wants to do with me..
that is so FREAKING IRRATATING!!!!
but to tell you ppl the truth..
i dun like him at all..
he is just a senior in my school..
that is all..
i just respect him as a senior..
these rumours still linger in my classroom..
i'm glad that almost 3 quarter of my classmates do not know about this at all...
*whew*
i hope these rumours would not go over for a week..
i'm sick and tired of it already..
ltr when i go for recess..
if i see xxx xxx..
i would diao him..
and if those girls keep talking about him..
i would just ignore them..
i just would not care about any of them la..
so..
that's all..
bye peeps!
talk to you all soon.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

last minute work

hey peeps!
now i am at my mother's office doing my stuff...
have to hand it in by tmrw..
i ald done it..
so ltr i would be going home to sleep..
i feel so tired ald..
i did my F&N homework..
oso have to do POA homework by thursday..
so that's all for today..
bye peeps! takecares.
^^

Monday, January 18, 2010

school already started for so long...

hey peeps!
now i just finished school..
i had : POA lesson , chinese lesson , maths lesson , and many more..
the lessons are just so boring..
last week on friday..
i did not go to school..
cause i had a very bad headache..
i only had to go to the clinic only in the afternoon after my lunch..
cause when i had my headache..
i could hardly walk..
cause it was a very bad headache..
so my mother had to fetch me to the clinic..
so that's all..
talk to you all next time..
bye peeps!!!